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i shopped for toys last week and will be sending it on thursday. i've been a little bit emotional since then. ganun pala ang feeling ng namimili ka ng malayo ka sa family mo. i spent almost an hour picking up a barbie for my daughter, thinking "will she like this one?", "mafi-feel nya kaya ang pagmamahal ko pag nilalaro nya to?". everyday i feel like a walking zombie coz a big part of me is back home. the only comfort that i have is the fact that i'm here with my husband. sorry if i'm a bit of a drama queen. i think it is an "ofw thing" to be dramatic.