the whole week, we were waiting for jme, who is in japan to chat with us. unfortunately, she's busy killing bugs or something. (i don't know what the hell her job is but it involves programming and "bugs"). so yesterday, i buzzed her in ym and literally forced her to chat with me. she was
not happy with it. when we started chatting, i looked at her and saw how tired she was. i tried to cheer her up with my "utoy adventures" and it kinda cheered her up. asion, on the other hand, just sat there and listened. i asked jme why she's not posting anything, and she told me "kahapon kaya meron akong post, pero don't read it kasi depressing". i opened up her blog and started reading. i read it out loud for my mom and when i finished we both felt like crying. (grabe jme galing mong mag blog!)
this morning, my mom was talking to my tita when she started crying, as in mega luha si asion. sabi ko, "ano ba mama, wag mo ngang iyakan yun, ang tigas kaya ng mukha nun!", while pretending to read my e-mails. i felt sad coz my sister seldom complain about anything and it's the first time after 2 years that she blogged something like that. (the first was "estudyante blues" wherein niratratan daw sha ni asion and she really had a shitty day in school) what can i do? that's how life is supposed to be - really
fucking hard! so, i told asion i would never ever let her read jme's blog again -
ever!
to jme, don't mind those people who think less of you whenever you don't meet their expectations. you don't need to please them, and as the saying goes, you can never please everybody. so just do what you've got to do, coz at the end of the day, the only opinion that matters comes from the people who love and believe in you. i love you sis!!!
