paglisan

im counting the days that i would leave my home to go back to that empty place i call dubai. although richard is there, i still feel so incomplete because im not with my kids. so what do i do to prepare myself for leaving them? i watch koreanovelas, even if utoy is shouting "mommy, look at me!", i sit in the computer even if ashley keeps making those silly noises to get my attention. i look away, ignore my kids, even if it hurts...coz in the end, im not the one who will be there to take care of them. im not here.